There was such a time when this would have killed me
When the thought of not seeing you every day
Would bring me to my knees.
When feeling the pain of knowing you weren’t going to be there
In the morning
The next week
A year from now
Would have practically crippled me.
We had our last moments.
And while I will continue to be sad that there was nothing to be done for what we could have been together
I’m going through a lot of change
And I don’t have room to hurt over this anymore.
Though I may miss you occasionally
Simply knowing that I no longer have to see you every day
Hold it together every day
I finally feel relief and happiness.
Transitional fear is real.
But so is positive change.
Reclaim your dignity.
Change your future.
Move out of the past.